Monday, October 17, 2011

Rona Montana

I watched scarface the other night, and Tony says, " All I have in this world is my balls and my word and I don't break them for no one." 
Okay I don't have balls, but you get my drift...? 


I am loving volunteering in Cambodia, but the longer I am here the more dirt I found out about how things work. I have, over the past month, uncovered much shady-ness, and learned people's hidden agendas. No need to elaborate much on this topic, since it is a bit touchy. Because of this I must remind myself on a constant basis that I am here for the KIDS, and am here to do things the RIGHT way. I see how it is and know how it should be. This will not change over night, but I am certain I could be of service, and am.  


Cambodia is like a newborn baby in a way. After the genocide in the 70's all the intellectuals and upper class citizens were brutally massacred by the Khmer Rouge. The country is still recovering from the tragedies committed by the communists and are struggling to find organized structure. Corruption, neglect, and poverty are all words that are awfully too familiar to such a beautiful nation. I do not and will not point fingers, nor blame any individual for their actions. It is an unfortunate viscous cycle that will hopefully one day come to an end, with outside assistance of course. 


The kid's smiles keep me going. And no matter what, I will not give up. Even after the hard days...


this is what makes me smile:







nuff said.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Sweethearts vs. Michael Jackson

In English class today we played hangman, I divided the class into two groups and asked them to name their team. result- the sweethearts and the Michael Jacksons... Gd I love these munchkins! 
The kids of Jimmy's School 
The sweethearts
VS.

The Michael Jacksons

Heal the WORLD

ALWAYS loved this song. Since I was a little girl I remember listening to every word along with the beautiful melody and Michael's angelic voice and picturing exactly what is shown in the music video (PEACE LOVE AND HARMONY). Please, help me heal the world. Cambodia's youth is a new start for building an educated generation after the horrific genocide from the 70's. The corruption and neglect is beyond comprehensible. PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU HAVE A HEART BIG ENOUGH TO DONATE. any amount will be appreciated...

RIP MJ. 

M K

There is no such thing as perfection right? but Mila comes very close to it.
stunning
humble
kooky
talented

You got it girl. don't loose it. 





Business Plan Procrastination

Business. Business. Business. The more I write this word, the further I get from it. 




There is a reason I switched my major from the B-word to Communication Studies. I can communicate, I understand hidden media messages, I get the power of rhetoric, and I love the concept of freedom. Art, speech, creativity and subjectivity are all things I can and enjoy wrapping my brain around. But a business plan... It sounds like a lot.. of... work.... I'll start. Today. 


I am sitting at the Blue Pumpkin (my favorite restaurant in Cambodia) lounging on a white sofa, with my Pro-puter and ready. But first, let's talk about my day.


Another day at COSO orphanage and I feel good. I have a mighty strong cold that does not want to exit my body and insisted on staying for over a month now... shew! go! but achuuuu is all I get in response. With the money I have bee raising over the past 2 months I was able to purchase many necesities for the children, and to add to the list, I got a new burner (their version of our oven) for the orphanage. This will expedidte the cooking process. I held 1 English class today- Class A (for the little ones) and we each drew ourselves in our environments. We then moved into a little ABCs and concluded with fresh fruit from the market!








I must begin the process of writing my business plan for my R Peace Project (that's the best name I got so far...) so that I can get this non-profit up and running asap. Getting to it nowwwwwwwwwww


meow.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

O-O

So I reallyyyyy love sunglasses. Round ones especially O-O... which kinda goes with my whole 60's obsession. Here are a few photographs that make my eyes happy, hope you likey too!






 and here I am with Ari on 4th of July. I lost these good ones! grr find your way back to me pretties!



She makes me feel again

Adele: